I gave up
October 26, 2020 at 1:07 pm,
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I gave up
On fixing myself
I got exhausted of trying hard to be needed and accepted
Tired of repairing myself as a broken and unwanted thing
I gave up on
Looking for approval and earning love
Making myself better and nicer
I gave up
On all my life’s work
It broke my heart
And I became groundless
Overwhelmed with sadness and grief
And self-destructive thoughts
I fell into the deepest and darkest hole
Still longing and hoping to be whole