When Death comes

She tells you a secret which is not a secret:

“There is so much Love behind that Door”

You can barely hold it

You are scared of it as if it was Death

It is overwhelming, you can’t look at it for long, it can make you blind

You can lose yourself in it, you can make fool of yourself and behave silly

You don’t know what to do with it, how to live with it, how to be this vulnerable

It changes everything you know.

Your mind is like a spinning wheel

Trying to put this in order

But there is no

It is warning you and making alert:

“You are in a Great, Great Danger!

It will not last long, it will make you miserable!

This is not a fairytail with a happy ending!”

And you breathe deeply as you are shaking and shivering

Leaning against that door behind you

Oh, it is closed! There is no way back

And you breath deeply to gain courage for this unsafe journey

And make your first shaky steps as a baby scared to fall

In this totally unknown, vast World

But you are curious. You have heard the Call, the Invitation

It is welcoming you softly and tenderly singing old forgotten love song for your Soul

You are in love