It is as hard to say I love you as to say I don't love you

And it is not about saying

It is about truly feeling both

Loving and not loving

Simultaneously

Acknowledging my human-divine Self

My Matter and My Spirit

One shoe is too big and other is too small for me

How to dance if I barely walk

But I hesitate to take them off

Wondering

How and who would I be

Barefoot

Let me feel it for a while

And immerse my feet into the wild

Before I can fully give myself to you

Breath myself into you

And join your dance of freedom